;; i didnt want it to end this way

I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

HOME SWEET HOME! :)

six weeks in china
my life has changed in some way or another
met really good friends there
i'll miss them alot
thinking we wont be able to see them again, ahhh that feeling is horrible

but those special friendships we shared in china will be remembered
my buddy feifei esp
and the pple who left an deep impression on me :)
ive changed my opinions about pple
thought alot abt certain stuff
like the fortune teller said some stuff cannot be forced
so im going to concentrate on living life happy from now on!

:) heh i had a major makeover in china
cut my hair and made new specs
so many pple said i looked like han guo ren
haha esp me and sandy
wonder how im going for cca like that

im going to miss the times i spent with my friends
strangers when we first met, but now we talk about everything under the stars!
heh the times when we braved the cold together
sitting on the school field late at night , eating llollipops and talkin about our troubles
watch the stars move by, screaming around like mad girls
crapping around in the hostel
singing in the bus
blasting jay and jj's music( i can memorize the lyrics alr!)
having silly fights with my friends
scolding jul spastic, getting pissed at her sometimes
shes bullies me all the time!
spastic audrey calling me mimi
jasmin suaning me
jasMINE tokin abt lame stuff with me
kelly, sharing vit c with me
lynn, for being so caring,
and other pple who really made this trip memorable.:)
a big THANK YOU to all of you
shanghai/ningbo 2005 rocks!

im not sure if things are going to change in school
but we're all back to reality
i can feel the stress alr..
2 weeks for a mths hw.
ruan problems.. i still haven settled the prob
sigh.

gahh. im always sweatin
from -3 degrees to a sudden 27
im going to take a long time to get used to the weather here
and many other things
china pple are nice :)
im going to miss them lots..

willl cont blogging another day
theres just too much :)

love ends, but memories live on..

;; right from the beginning